Thoughts swirl through my head. When I am not working, I am working through the same issues over and over again - wanting to, at some level, put everything into words and put them out there; to state my mind. Yet, stating my thoughts is not going to make a difference. I say all of this as the reason i started a blog so many years ago was, in a sense, to stop the thoughts that were circling through my head. it was a means of putting them in writing; it was a return to the writing that I love.
Now, years later, I find myself once again with thoughts circling and I have yet to find the nerve to write or the ability to put the thoughts into words. In fact, I have put the writing on hold for the last four months as I change offices and jobs and professions and now schedules and lifestyles.
However, the thoughts continue and the desire to write returns.
I don't know what this blog will look like going forward; but, I realize that writing is as much a part of me as my heart or my lungs.
I don't know what kind of posts I will write in the near future. I can't promise that they will make sense or be complete… I just know that there will be posts. I need to write again for me. I need to write again because I am happier when I write….
And I need to find the means of allowing the circling thoughts out of my head.
Hold on to your seats (if there is anyone left reading) it could be a wild ride...