27 September, 2011

Back to Writing

Thoughts swirl through my head.  When I am not working, I am working through the same issues over and over again - wanting to, at some level, put everything into words and put them out there; to state my mind.  Yet, stating my thoughts is not going to make a difference.  I say all of this as the reason i started a blog so many years ago was, in a sense, to stop the thoughts that were circling through my head.  it was a means of putting them in writing; it was a return to the writing that I love.  
Now, years later, I find myself once again with thoughts circling and I have yet to find the nerve to write or the ability to put the thoughts into words.  In fact, I have put the writing on hold for the last four months as I change offices and jobs and professions and now schedules and lifestyles.  
However, the thoughts continue and the desire to write returns.  
I don't know what this blog will look like going forward; but, I realize that writing is as much a part of me as my heart or my lungs.  
I don't know what kind of posts I will write in the near future.  I can't promise that they  will make sense or be complete… I just know that there will be posts.  I need to write again for me.  I need to write again because I am happier when I write…. 
And I need to find the means of allowing the circling thoughts  out of my head.  
Hold on to your seats (if there is anyone left reading) it could be a wild ride...


BigLittleWolf said...

"I need to write again because I'm happier when I write..."


Strange, isn't it?

Lesleyg said...

I hear you, lady. I hear you.